~ScreWed LiFe~dAncE tO KeeP aLiVe

2009-11-19T05:21:00.001-08:00

yayyes photos up on facebook:D

2009-11-14T19:23:00.000-08:00

awww..dead blog;[

just came back from malacca two days ago ;[[[[ so sad! bye 211 you guys will always stay in my heart:D loadsa awesomeeee pictures from malacca trip:D hope blogger and fb dont screw up:D

malacca was da best:D jumping on hotel beds, girls talk (=gossip la) :P , eating all that food...oh ya crap, speaking of this, i was supposed to go on a diet cause i thought the food there wouldnt suit me, however... i ended up eating more than i ever could ! XD but wdv...the food was nice. its human nature:D (to eat). playing spin -the-bottle truth or dare at our table, i was forced...;[ to say something. omg i wished i hadnt!!! (no-face) D<

all i wana say is, 211 you are the best.

argh now its back to slack and nth-to-do mode at home.. ppl ask me out? :D and mum is supposed to be shopping avec moi right now but...apparently mahjong sessoin tired her out;[ dono if she still going;[

pictures coming soon! (i guess)

2009-11-07T07:24:00.000-08:00

i have so much to say but it just gets harder each time i try..

omg last day of school ;[[[[[ was super saddening DX i never expected to cry but the tears just lost control...awww man. i cant wait for malacca trip and i hope it wont pass that fast. i am gonna relish the time left with twoeleven, the i-cant-say-best-but-definitely-cool class i have been with the past two years. i love you 211 <3333 and the thought of leaving for a different class just makes me feel scared and excited at the same time. the last day of school was superbly funnnnnnnnn :D (and sad) ;[

i just makes me feel sick to think that two years have past soooo fast without me even realising..so many memories worth leaning back on to keep me going. dance nycd( phew i still got 2 more years with my darlings), and all that blah...

many many photos.unglam ones wierd ones prettaye ones... just wait and see:D lol.

i love 211! <333 malaccaaaaa:d

2009-10-31T10:57:00.000-07:00

hello everyone:D havent blogged since ages which is like...errr...before eoys even ended:P sorry loyal readers:D haha ego much.

argh so much has happened its hard to say it all in one short. post-eoys are the best! but i kinda feel abit lost..like nth to do. no mugging no stress no nothing..the feeling is plain wierd..

lat week was drama fest!!! yay 211 got into finals! BUT the stupid guest of honour judge guy idiot kept criticising our play. go hell la you. you think you very good meh. if thats the case attempt coming up with something like ours asshole!! you cant even pronounce your english stuff properly...

tomorrow will be ssentosa trip with class/level outing:DDD cant wait:D lazy to post. longer post next time! this is a despo attempt to revive la..

2009-10-18T09:17:00.000-07:00

i dont like my life now. full stop. the end.

i cant wait till post eoys!!!!! excited and scared at the same time... argh i am so screwed up after history and math last week. everything that had once been very appealing to me now seems super sucky at whatever angle i look at it. it just sucks.

i am thinking i still have alot of time for geog and science. people completed revision weeksssss ago and i am starting on physics. seriously amanda, you should just go and die.

post eoys come quick. i need retail therapy...right chermain!!!?? :DDDD cant wait;]]

everything time i look at her i still feel very indignant but refuse to be the one who gives in. this whole thing will end u with a fucking i-dont-want-it-but-i-cant-stop-it ending because i refuse to surrender my pride. i am already replaced..whats more is there to say?

2009-10-08T08:05:00.001-07:00

argh. i feel like a loser.

oh shucks. i just realised that tomorrow will be the last day we study and have lessons as a class, 211 together. it has always been easy for me to say. oh how i hate 211 this and how i hate 211 that. i realised that that really just applies to some annoying people. i do have a bunch of lovely people out there in 211 :D and what makes me feel sad is i didnt even realise..until now. people are saying, i love my class this and i love my class that.

i do love many in my class. so conclusion is i guess i love 211;]]

to the special ones:D

-jinny leong! rated number one like duh :D <333>
-cassmain low! muahaha, we werent really close till quite recently:D but love you alot!

-the awesome 7 ...muahaha:D

jinny,cass,tracy,meian,mingsei, sixian :D

you guys are so sweet:D and fun! love you guys!!! 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 woo! sexaye seven... muahaha! hilarious:D <333

-joey! hahas just so you know, you are my loved one too ok:D pretty pretty dear. and so sorry i lended you in your why-must-you-do-this-to-my-legs-state. hahas insttant pain instant cure:D lol dramaaaaa...>. <

- annette and clique (joey, enning,yihao,amanda tang) hahas:D you guys light up 211 lol.this sounds so nonsense but yeah you bring abt fun! XD

- pearl and clique :DDDD heyyyyy:D amanda chan and pearl i still rmb lsc! nice nice stay-ups stories :DDDD love you guys too!!! twins: so cuteee leh y'all :D

-nina and jiayu! muahaha ai4 si3 ni3 men!!! <333>

-kengfang: haha:D hey awesomee;]] thanks for being realli nice this whole while;] you are another awesome one! ;]]]

- rest, i cant name everyone right lol. forgive me!!! =x but you guys are loved too :D no worries i have enough space in my heart <33

ok..so i am done with my nice nice post.everyone jiayou for eoys ya!!! <33333>

i am looking forward to malacca trip, psl camp, chermain-house stay over, 21-nov perf, bangkok trip, chalet bbq (dad promised i hope he fulfils it :D) + shopping!!!!!!! and muchh much more:D i cant wait. shoo eoys past fast.

nycd: i love you guys! muahaha:D like AS ALWAYS AND FOR FOREVER:D <33333

awesome pawsomeeee:D

this is one of my fave pics. put on umpteenth times but i just wana look at em. so prettaye!

sweetayes!!!! <3>

2009-10-07T19:48:00.000-07:00

damn..its so annoying the fact that we are starting exams later than other schools. like we suffer more hell before enjoying.. and i am super pissed with myself.just got ca 2 results back today. quite pleased with everything cept chinese. but i shudda expected it la =.= its so ugly ok...i mean like i could have gotten lowlowlow msg but then damn chinese spoilt it all.. stupid stupid stupid.

wasting time everyday i get home. keep telling myself ok i gotta do this ok i gonna finish that but its like useless and i get drawn to tv. tsk no self discipline...and my sms is exceeding alot alot :p must control amanda goh....

i feel like i cant be bothered with blogger anymore. sianified.

2009-10-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

i hope our friendship is enough to survive this ordeal. it hurts alot.

yay had an awesome pawsome time with chermain today:D love you much hahas:D ew and fame was disappointing ;[[[ as in it wasnt as cool as i thought it would be..but i really love the dance parts...others were .....not appealing enough ;p the whole story was like jumping around...and i dont know...step up and dance subaru were much much much nicer:D or maybe even hannah montana ok =.=

wednesday attempt to mug must and shall work ok:D haha we didnt even manage to get our notes out today lols. my fault;p i didnt wana mug;[ so not in the mood haiz.

dammit people have completed mugging and i am like freaking struggling to get through history. history sucks...BIG HUGE ENORMOUS TIME...=.= i CANT WAIT for history exams to come and kill me straight in my face.

and dammit my whole mood was kinda CRUSHED today ok...i still cant get over it. thanks lemon and chermain=D you guys are awesome but still..haiz.

anyways, someone tell me how to face this shit life of mine now. one that i have no idea how to lead it and control it. maybe lets just leave everything to FATEEEE -.- sounds so rubbish.

2009-10-02T07:53:00.000-07:00

i feel heartbroken. like thrown-aside piece of crap and all that. thanks to you. i dont know if i love you or hate you.but apparently it's because of how much i love you that caused the hatred i am feeling now.

2009-10-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

this quote is funneh ;]]

2009-09-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

dammit.
today's french as always, (my fave word it seems like now..) SCREWED.
i think i wasnt prepared enough. after all i was rushing all the way till 3 am in the morning for french but still ends up the same so...
i feel..stupid. like stupid stupid. today there was math time trial and judging from all my math time trials so far, the results reflected arent that positive..does that mean i should like get my mind set to fail or something..
CA2 overall were not bad la. but apparently it's cause i do relatively well for normal school work and i didnt take blocks :P bet i would have horrendous results if i took blocks.
i dont like the fact that my math went down...like 5 marks -.- but still 90+ so happy :D i so needed this kind of encouragement to prevent me from giving up mugging and become a complete loser watching people get high high high marks.
pretty sure i will fail french this time.yeah its not gonna be included if it pulls down your msg, but still how will i feel if i see a freaking c5 or worse like printed there ugly-ly on my report book..i cant be feeling worse right.

and double damn. cca already suspended. now depending on lunch pracs and curricular dance lessons. today was dance assessment so didnt really get to like pull my muscles apart or something. i so do do want to improve but i seem to be like hanging there suspended in mid air. not going up nor down.

amanda goh should work hard and prove herself to you.

2009-09-26T14:20:00.000-07:00

i am so dead...french was..>,< stupid. i mean i was the stupid one. gahs whatever..i dont feel like talking about it-.-
have been mugging today..and it just didnt feel right when everything i studied didnt even get in. not a single bit. like...what's the point then so i went out=.= haiz..i always kinda fail in everything i do? like hello? give me a chance to freaking prove myself, is that so hard. or is it just me who doesnt realise i have been condoned so much and given so much opportunities...my fault i didnt get i right...blah blah blah i feel so dumb.

tomorrow will be bro's bday party. omg..i cant imagine house filled with kids running towards me from every direction. and best is all LITTLE KIDS. oh shit i should just go lock myself up in the room and mug or something -.- and the adults will probably just ask oh, amanda how are you doing in school? like -.- i have answered that question every time we meet and its like..really dumb

i think life is soooooo bad. but i am compelled to live it..so maybe i should just cherish the ppl dear and damn life i am leading.

2009-09-23T06:31:00.000-07:00

haiz... i am a total mute now..voice is like damn hoarse with sore throat and all that...friday french oral somemore...je suis tres morts...
eh and omg! i got 33/40 for bio! hahax i know this is lousy ok...but wdv! i freaking passed!!!XD i am sooooooo sooooo elated;]]]
damn..i hope this cough scrams before i go into oral...haiz...eff lor...i want my voice back...

2009-09-21T10:17:00.000-07:00

went out with darl lemon today;]] hahas for me, had loadsa fun:D i thot the entire thing was veh funny...laughing at random wierd stuff both of us did -.- hahas we can get so lame at times ok...
so mrt ride towards dhoby ghaut was horrendous nightmare-y... suddenly got gastric gosh i was practically shrinking down down down to the floor..felt like puking bleahs..then i knew i wont be able to hold out so alighted at toa payoh first and hurry got sit down..stomach churned and made wierd noises-.- then got on mrt again...headed towards dhoby quickly..i was damn late la soooooo sry... then stonach went upside down again...grr never go out without breakfast ok...>.<

k then met lemon and went to macs...had nugget meal.. i swear i ate alot today...lemon had apple dippers -.- how full can ur stomach get with that stuff -.- but she ate my nuggets:D hahas. then stayed at mac to mug...it started off QUITE PRODUCTIVE for me..then damn peak hour we had to clear..so we went off to ice monster...and gahs i didnt even take out my notes there la pls...it felt like just plain wrong mugging there...then lemon and i were toking abt.. nvm...shant say.hahas muscles:D not the ones u think of though;p

then turned to starbucks..haha we sat there without buying stuff:P felt bad but was alr damn full so decided not to stuff myself with more hot choc or sth..ok lemon did the mugging stuff..i freaking fell asleep...and the weather was SWELTERING...yes nice vocab blah blah.. but it was like sweaty and yucky and sticky then thud fell asleep for whole 20 mins at bucksy... ;[ so VERY UNFRUITFUL...

then after we went walking around buying presents...eating beer battered fish (haha elaine:D)
home sweet home..got my latest teenage and seventeen mags;] gahs i am officially broke. attempt to save money fail very very very badly..;[[[ -.-

mugger mode not settlign in...entire ny life so screwed up...drama rehearsals takin up time sucks big time..(but very funny though) :D i want cca but suspended...

AMANDA GO JUMP LA YOU ~

2009-09-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

havent been very successful in mugging attempts this week. people are like ok i haven done this and next i am going to do that... they have finished everything they need to and i'm like still stuck on this subject not knowing how i should continue with this big-time-sucker mugging thing.

go to hell = go jump la

lols. hilarious statement;] anyways, tentative if lemon and i are going mugging tomorrow. for me, i think its gonna be a definite fail attempt can;[ and i totally need shopping trips like elaine does desperately. coincidentally i need everything she needs.. from bags to shoes to clothes to wallets [; mum keeps saying i buy alot but no matter how i look my wardrobe looks pretty much of a pathetic crap closet.

cca on friday was a i-felt-very-good thing:D like finally after ages i get to lian-gong and with all the muscle aching and stuff...sheeshh...i feel lousy man. omg and friday was damn hilarious post-cca! haha we "invented" a batch cheer which wasnt a very invention type of invention. haha wdh am i saying... lols high-ing with batch was awesomeness:D i feel comforted i have these people around me;] played some piggy-back and knocking each other down thing plus racing with her legs in your hands and her hands on the floor and dash for it across the studio! hahahs;]]] i love you sooo much batchies<3333 ohman...and we wished for huige to screw her interview at hcis... i mean so bad right but we really dont want you to leave darlinggggg ;[[[[[

ok subject combinations handed in. i hope i dont regret what i decided to go for;[

2009-09-16T03:50:00.000-07:00

i feel like a useless piece of shit/junk/crap.

the day before i was criticised to what i felt like nothing and i was pissed.like really pissed. but now thinking back, it actually could be true. like the fact that i didnt even answer the simple last question of bio paper. the answer was like... and i gave a damn crappish answer. i felt like slapping myself literally after whole thing.

let's just say bio was screwed up. like seriously screwed up..i dont carry any hopes in getting some 35 above thing. i just want a 30/40 :(

then later more depressing stuff settling in. subject combination is like i cant make up my mind. triple science, cc/clep, math and science talent(i think i can give this up).... haiz..basically i am so screwed up i am beyond redemption..i think i damn depressed due to bio can...>(

sianz have been eating with her like dono what this week.. or i am the one doing all the carb-indulging thing. we need a new hang-out place besides subway dearie:D <3333

met family at causeway:D dad is back from italy! woohoo and i got my nicenice crumpler laptop cover:D its nice and cool:D i think mine nicer than yours elaineee:P black with the boy and 5 strands of hair(quoted from dad,lols);] inside is some bright green thing. i think the color combi not bad:DDD

crapping alot..should totally get started on mugging....4 more weeks to hell.

ps. oh and dear batchies.. disastrous crap. u noe the mr lim (jacket person) said there are no more PINK(ew) zips, so onli chilli red(double ew), black and white. best is white right? so white can not...cause he STRESS on the point that we never mass produce AGAIN -.- so white can right, sorry peeps....

today's curricular dance lesson was awesomeee..like FINALLY i got to stretch to max. actually not max but aiya it just feels cool. i cant wait for friday cca. the time i always look forward to of the week..

2009-09-08T23:22:00.000-07:00

elaine and minghui mistress drama!

this is damn hilarious! XD

2009-09-08T22:52:00.000-07:00

latest pics:DDDD

OMG...finished everything..how much calories everyone??

yummmm:D look at all the food!!! NYNY!

seafood platter at nyny!

couple lovesss:D

elaine:DDDD

minghui ;DDD

love much still<3333

nycd loveeeeeeee!<33333333333

wenqi with a rose in her mouth:DDD hahas!

michelle and chermain:DDD

chermain:DDD

ihope!!!!<33

ivp fair;]

elaine lookin stoned;]

2009-09-08T22:50:00.000-07:00

Elaine: (copied) I have grown to realise, that no matter what happens, there will always be NYCD Batch 11 to back me up. There is a strength and will that I can find from them. There is nothing that can break our bond, for we know that we will always be there for each other. I feel so thankful to be in Batch 11, with the best people ever (possibly) in the whole of NYGH. The greatest group of people that I am sure I can count on. :) (Inspired by Manda :D)
I love batch 11, all for one, one for all.
♥♥♥

awwwww so sweet right!!!! <333 hahas yes elaine:D my sentiments exactly;]

2009-09-06T07:22:00.001-07:00

gahs... now even cbox doesnt wana work with me ;/
replies:
elaine and minghui: yes i love our batch much much much to the extend i cant express:D lols:D and yes i cant wait for the long-and still awaiting tuesday!!! hahas:D so exciting right;]]]]

ok.. get down to work amanda goh u screwed up gal..biology is like one week later and i haven effing started mugging... ps. gahs so not in mood...started on plate tectonics and already finding difficulty trying to dump and squeeze as much as poss inside this loser brain of mind... i should really just go die or something..but somehow there are some things too beautiful in life to forgo like my dear dear famileee, nycd batchies, many more precious-to-my-heart things :D <333

lols.. i could go on and on how much batch 11 is awesome....the AWESOMEEEEEST.. and i am feeling sad..;[ dad just went overseas..like woah london and italy sooooo cool right!!! (on business trip)... i also wana go..;[ haiz..

i lead a relatively-but-not-very screwed life. how does that sound appealing?

2009-09-04T22:34:00.000-07:00

officially and 100% in deep love with my batchmates and nycd<33333!!!!

yay have contacted people to help out for streets sales or buy tix for concert:D waiting for replies..waiting for replies;]]] shucks, i really hope they'll come..;]

and yeps i cant wait for sunday,monday,tuesday and friday! will be running around for the whole week... which = i cant get started on mugging.. screw me life man...

but i still very high!! hahas, monday will be ihope concert, despo for tix selling...but it'll be exciting;] i can SEE it;] then tuesday will be the MOST COOL! because it will be nycd nycd nycd all the way! haha first, will be go find the jacket supplier and get quotations for the lovely jacket we always wanted;]]] then go celebrate minggay's birthday!!!!:D woohooo!!!! then off to the always and forever awesomee cca:D hahas... then friday will be cca again!<333thereafter, its drama=.= drama is dumb, no offence.. its time consuming crap! stupid i dont see the point in it.. once again, sorry no offence but drama SUCKS BIG TIME.

k, so... i kinda look forward to hols and kinda wish it will be longer and not past so fast...;]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAN MING HUI!!!!! LOVE YOU FOREVER!! AWESOMEEE BABE:D <33333333333333333333333333333333333

2009-09-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

hey peeps:D i have been resisting the urge to fall asleep in class today...tired like dono what.. brother work progress has been very bad recently..undone homework...teacher complaints et. etc.... so now i am supposed to be the nice nice sister and clear up all the homework for him=.= ytd stayed up with him till 1 something then go do my work.. almost die-ed out of sleep deprivation in class =.=

ok i despeartely need people to attend concerts...please please pretty please with a cherry on the top;]

concert: ihope!
venue: nexus auditorium (novena mrt)
date: 6 september (monday of sept hols)
time: 7-9 pm

ps. there will be a funfair starting from 6.30pm onwards:D

programmes:

nanyang modern dance
nanyang chinese orchestra
raffles band , guitar
circus acts (juggling and much much more fun)!
professional singers:D

come join us in a whole night of fun and games and food!XD

enquiries: direct to amanda_gh95@hotmail.com ;]

will love you to bits and pieces if you do come!!!!<33333>

2009-09-01T04:30:00.000-07:00

hii peeps! i think i am sooo dead because i havent done any mugging today..sianified;[
shall blog about yesterday.. teachers day celebration was awesomeeeeee! hahas washigh-ing and laughing throughout the entire concert:D xiaoen was the best la!!! hahas:D babarella(or however you spell it) ;]]]

ok after that we went on our way to chongfu.. hci guys were already out and making their way to northpoint=.= ok so we went into school...and hello? we didnt even get to see teachers;[[[[ they all went meeting.. actually its really dumb..like duh they know ex-students will come back to visit right>.< then they called for a meeting=.= last year also same thing happened...stupid.

ok met 6 sincere people at cf canteen=.= sorry to say (actually not very sorry either) guys very shy... losers... =.= nevermind i shant say anymore...

ok then in the end we went lunch at subway.. at the escalator saw hc people, outside subway saw wenle and zheng an( not used to alex)..then ate subway...veh fullllll;[ went gv saw charlene church frens ranen and marcus oh... haha they were veh fren-ly;]] ended watching up with them then 6 sincere people went to watch proposal because charlene mum didnt allow her to watch proposal=.= haiz..

went with wanxin, claudia, nyssa,mingsei to popular.haha i missed them!!! XD dear darls;]]]

in conclusion, the meet veh fail=.=

2009-08-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

char supposed to be guy and i supposed to be FEMININE (ew)...:P

male changing room?? wierd...

reading in fronta male changing rm...hmms....

sue en!!!<33

silei and siming!<333

audey and yixian!<33

many loveddd ones:D

siming!!!<3333333

toilet? 看得出吗？

charlene are u some agent thingy...

niceeee<33

shiyan, chermain, rosanne :D md-ers;]

me darl!!!XD

kellin!<33

minghui, lemon and kellin<333333

awesome four plus awesome drina:D

yay!!!!da loveeeeeeee!<33333333333333333333333333

foursome awesomeeee:D

2009-08-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

yay awesomeness, jinny now over at my house to stay over for the night:D so cool right! hahas after school the ms chen kept her ivp team in school for soooo damn long=.= then lemon minghui yijun char and me stayed back to write laoshi a teachers day card.;]] hahas went of to subway after with charlene..gosh i was starving then finished the whole subway meal i was a total glutton pls..

ok we were kinda running late by the time we reached jurong point cinema...very lost jurong point was hugeeeeeeee! =x then chiong in cinema to realise advertisements advertisements and more advertisements... met mum and sis there:D dad and bro went to watch G.I JOE;] mum sis i and jinny went to watch the proposal...and apparently if the meet works out on monday, will be watching with the guys again=.= but dont mind lahs:D it was realli funny encourage all to go watch!!!!<33>.< then whatsmore dinner ichiban...gosh.... dno how much eaten can...gasps;[

i want clothes;[[[[[ mum don want buy le...too much or rather spent too much...lalas i dono la but i guess it will be some time before she agrees to buy clothes for me again...;[[ sad case

ok more pics in next post...keep on the look out:D provided blogger wants to cooperate...;]

2009-08-27T07:23:00.000-07:00

char and moi:D

yixian:D<33

lemon<33

ming hui ah...act demure??

i loveee this pic:D niceeee:D awesomeee 4!<33

four darls:D

hii loveeeees:D

3 darlinggggs<33

chermain bestieee!<33

ok...so far this amt of pics:D more coming up ya:D nicer ones:D just that blogger veh lagg....;p

still blogger is nicer to me than facebook;]]]

2009-08-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

saturday crab flower club - waraku with jinny and cassmain! <33

menu with cute cute cakes:D

me eating the cute cute cakes:D hahas

cass<33

define humongous.... its like big enough to wash my face...

nice nice udon:D

face fits the bowl!

cass and her beer:p

bottoms up love one:D

2009-08-26T19:34:00.000-07:00

damn i reaally hate blogger..might even consider to convert.. have been trying to post and put pics up but always fail=.= piss me off.. don accuse me of not posting k...;[ its not my fault..
i shall try again tonight, both facebook + blogger.. if all fails then too bad>.<

now in boring boring LA... gosh poetry like seriously sucks big time...

2009-08-19T04:26:00.000-07:00

yay tomorrow no school, freaking cool... however no plans yet.. i really wana go out:D yay! and this weekend will be cool:D yet againXD saturdat will be some crab flower performance that we gotta go to..paid like big-but-not-exactly-big money for it:P hahas plans already up:D 11 am will meet jinny and cassmain at orchard mrt then after will be lunch followed by shopping:D jinny needs a new bag so we shall get her a nice one:D hahax..later on will go bugis to national library (the thing is at national lib);] we could possibly go walk around in bugis as well:D woohooo!!! shall get money from daddy and mummy:p i am not a naughty girl ok...but i need to survive the whole day and depending on my daily pocket money = no money to spent =,=

ok...i just realised also that we are actually nto as far off from eoys as we think.. soooo mugging schedule will and must start... i think this will mean going bonkers like almost 2 months before exams... sooooo much to study.. i shall list out everything anytime... laptop battery cant curvive much longer! why does it always happen....>.< and i cant be bothered to charge it so...=.= wdv

2009-08-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

hey guys! this week has been rather.. fulfiling:D

thursday was performance, friday was founders day funfair + seniors farewell, saturday was something i cant remember what then today was yfc and stuff...

gosh... i was like thinking about when i should get started for eoys...then it struck me that i have really loads to mugg.... damn

and anyways i start off with thursday's performance:D it was overall successful XD lol but i still feel quite indignant over the fact that i didnt even know mr lee kuan yew was in the car that drove past me first...i was looking looking where was he then in the end...gahs wdv... lols very dumb right.. anyways ya everything was great and awesome:D before that we has loadsa funn:D yayness:D love fun-ing:d

and friday.. uhhh funfair:D i dare say i at least swallowed/gulped down food enough to last any normal person for two days!:P hahas:D initiallyw anted to play haunted house with sherry sonia and jinny but in the end it was hot like oven and we gave up:D hahas... i was damn scared...:P >.< i cant help believing in supernatural stuff ;P
then paid one dollar for wii playing:D boxing with jinny!!!! i lost;] but it was fun XD arm sore sia..

farewell i dare say this year was awesomeeeeee!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D love it.. hahas:D the seniors were sooo pretty:D (true not lie) and anyways, i dont praise ppl very often:D hahas..jkjk.. ya they were pretty:D and like new look-ish ;]]]
so everything went on fine:D and fun:D

but dammit...i lost my wallet i dont know where the hell it is.. i think lost in studio..i hope its there when go find tmr morning...gahs...wish me luck..i hope someone finds it and returns it;] i will be like damn damn damn thankful....grateful ;]]]]] please please!!! i want my wallet back!!!

i felt wrong the entire day without my wallet;[[[[

2009-08-10T03:26:00.000-07:00

today started off with tuition in morning, gahs..flooding math;[ but i guess it was productive and fruitful:D like always but i kept yawning throughout. was really tired tired tired.sighs, i need a break man! as if i hadnt had enough. i must really get into the mugger-holic mood.like now.. i have catching up to do cause apparently i think previous muggings have been done in vain.darn.
now i need to get started on letters!<33 lagging lagging..at this rate i wont be able to finish them;[ so tomorrow is gonna mark the start of school after 9 days of slacking/resting at home.dreading dreading..

and dammit i am gonna miss french again i think..monday(today)gone, wednesday(still deciding whether or not i should attend romain's lesson..), thursday performance(hongshan--jiayous peeps, we can do it!)<33 , friday(farewell -- i would love the fun but dread the farewell);[

and yeah, i should get on with the stuff i have to complete:D life's awesome people remember that ALWAYS;](easy to say hard to commit)>.<

hugs and kisses!
amanda loves you;]

2009-08-08T10:48:00.000-07:00

i know i ma not supposed to...but i wish this week is lasting forever... i don even mind laying sick at home..just let me skip work and cut some slack... i feel as though i have much on my hands to do..
i kind of want and kind of dont want school..soul-less without school but soul-gone with all the homework...
past two days have been...fulfiling..AND filling
crazy with all the crappish national day promotion orchard hotel buffet..few more kilos no problem man..
gahs. just watched jack neo's new movie.. damn funny and damn scary...;]

ok i cant be bothered to post le.bb

2009-08-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

woke up ytd, realise i was running a high fever... thought it was due to the whole pack of chocs i finished the day before =.= went to doc's, he declared suspected h1n1...i was like....wdh?! then he gave me one week mc...i broke down in his clinic ok... damn, i studied so hard for blocks till my brain was on the berge of bursting... now you tell me i am not going to school for blocks...

but then on the other hand, i havent really completed mugging for geog..sooo PERHAPS this was good news afterall... still runnign a fever down.. it keeps going up and down up and down... gahs... friday cant go school for national day celeb;[[[ was looking forward to going out if there were plans...

anyways, jiayous to those who will be taking blocks from tues to thurs. hearts you all forever! will be wishing you all the best under my bed covers, shivering... -.- >.<

tts all peeps, go for it!

2009-08-01T05:54:00.001-07:00

rightfully, everyone is undergoing crazy mugging process. and apparently, i am the one who is not. i feel like not giving a shit to the tests. i was thinking, why bother study for a three-day period thing for like a month?! and happily telling myself i am going to last throught the three days, i did not study alot.. and now, congratulations to you amanda goh...

see, i am still blogging! someone come scold me right now? gosh... pathetic freaking loser...i really feel like you know, heck it and play but i cant!!! and tomorrow, it's chinese tuition and badminton... dad booked the court saying i should de-stress....right...i should...as if i haven't enough of slacking for the past few weeks. but, rahs, heck it already, i am going, that's it ;] hmph!!!

what next, now i will be telling myself i still have three more days... and three days down the calendar, i will be crying like a cry baby. and why?! because i feel unprepared! gosh, i feel like....[ok, this is going to be wierd] but....i feel like flushing myself rolly polly down the toilet!!!!!!!! muahaha

anyways, ya...so i shoulld go mug right. dammit.

2009-07-30T07:12:00.000-07:00

like seriously, i get really worked up when i see them doing it to her.... eff it! like seriously, especially her... act cool, so not.. please, idiotic behaviour, retardedly stupid and dumb. whatever you call it. apparently, you think it's cool to be... like that..but forget it bitch, you are acting like a total stupid asshole.

2009-07-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.
in a very ugly mood so posting will be....held up from time to time.
probably wont post for the time being till blocks end. support me!!! 帮我加油 :D

ok... off to freaking mugger craze again. i think i am really going bonkers.

2009-07-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

today's cca was elections for next exco:] i think its damn cool:D hahax. congrats to xiaotong, audrie and jiayi!:DDD rock on you guys! jiayous:D

anyways, ya must admit it felt pretty horrible to go for cca but no workout. i was prepared to sweat but...gahs...see now my workout is no longer there, i kinda gotta exercise more this weekend. i want swim;] but dad says you cant feel the sweat =.= so badminton-ing...and had been badminton-ing for quite a number of weeks:d fun fun fun with famileeee:D you dont have to spend money to get fun;] woohoo! i wana abstain from spending much money;] right someone??:D and yeah if you know the someone is referring to you so be it:D thanks for being such an awesome listener:D

i need to get into mugger-mode. everything i must say, is not going well?? people are completing and completed with subs and i am still deciphering which subject to start on. i suck man.

my goals [for now] :
- i want very much to grow taller;]
- i want to be able to absorb stuff into mind when mugging and not end up unproductive
- i want to exercise and tone
- i want to shop! oops. ( i was supposed to abstain from spending $$ so, this shall temporarily stay untouched.)

i guess thats about it for now.

2009-07-23T03:30:00.000-07:00

leading a sad life. i need a whole new start. a once-again chance to make up for my mistakes and everything.

so school has been rather heavy-loading.. i cant get started on revision. i feel lethargic and sick of school. i cant stand my crappy mood even everyday, but i try my best to put on a smile. it's effing stupid i know, but.. i cant help it.

need people around, need ppl to sms to, need people as source of comfort.

2009-07-20T23:30:00.000-07:00

pretty much of what i would call a sucky life i am leading now. revsion scrwed.. i cant help feeling helplessly, hopelessly stupid when i see how people are mugging like mad and absorbing the notes like nobody's business. crazy asses.

on a lighter note, cca is resuming tmr! i guess thats one nice thing to look forward to.. lol and char and i practically choked down a whole lot of calories, sugar and stuff... sinful or what. not like we are tryin to go on a diet. but we are intaking an overly excessive diet of rootbeer, bubble tea, chocomints and all the very very oily stuff =.= sian.

turning to food = obesity.. hahas;D i think this makes absolute sense. i gained alot of weight since june hols. so much for planning not to eat dinner after so much in the day. it doesnt help :p bleahs. pukes pukes. i am turning into a fat person. not that i like being one.

another evidence of increase in weight size wdv you call it. it sucks! leotards going smaller:P look on the brighter side, i grew vertically. look on the disgusting negative side, i grew horizontally. >.<

math quiz die-ed for tmr. havent started studying. shall start now. light up, midnight oil! XD

ps. some things are better left unsaid

2009-07-19T00:29:00.000-07:00

i feel incompleted. like a part of me is missing...

everything is going crazy. homework is like piling like mountains after mountains like nobody's business.plus, heh, i don have time management;p so...apparently, it seems as if time is running out and being wasted all the time. this stupid tendency to think i have all the time in the world. amanda goh you idiot..=.=

harry potter was.... long, and the ending was....=.= i didnt even know what the whole ending was about? and i dont think this will be the last movie...at least i hope not;]

i cant wait for cca:D but at the same time it means less time for revision. as if i would revise even if there wasnt cca..

i need people around to care ;[

2009-07-16T23:10:00.000-07:00

yay now ict lesson. can online do stuff:DD hahax. i hate working with adobe... total noob at it:p haha i am a computer idiot:D well maybe not maybe yes:D

awesome pawsome, today is friday!!!!! yay weekend to look forward to:D tonight gonna watch harry potter and half-blood prince at 12.15 midnight show at causeway! wooohooooo! hahasXD awesome mum and dad:D sooo early book tickets liao:D hahas...sad lahs this one will be the last harry potter movie>.<

i think i should upload pics:D nicer:D hahax. ok bye peeps:D and tag at my pathetic tagboard ya?:D

2009-07-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

argh... a whole pile of incompleted stuff to complete... i am going crazy...sinking down the well of madness and drowning in insanity...

everything is going the wrong way...clashing together at the wrong time and more crap to deal with.

btw, hope-full bazaar was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hahas:D enjoyed myself at least:D sure beats going chinese tuition =.= lols:D loved it:DDDDDD met people, made friends:D cooooool:D lols.. don wana detail-fy it...so yeah...maybe another time;]

screw. i fell asleep in class and got caught like two times a day..lols.. but wdv. i was freaking tired. i still am. dono why the hell i am still posting. pretty much out of daily routine...

argh, i miss cca. and school currently sucks. whole life turning upside down. people are coming and going. once going, you know, they are gone the next minute. they never really realise how much it hurts so eff it yea...

i wish/hope/want/long for/dying for/don-mind-giving-anything-up-for-it....
just gimme some one who's always there when i need a friend..

omg. like seriously...they suck. and she, gosh, she doesnt realise how freaking annoying she can get. it all takes a little courtesy to gain respect of others. screaming away doesnt really help, bitch. advice, take it or leave it. who do you think you really are anyway?

2009-07-12T03:15:00.000-07:00

yay! i rock:D chiong-ed finish history assignment in like one hour? hahas:D keep this up amanda:D make time for mugging=.= i am turning into a muggaholic but still a shopaholic forever!<333

great, now's like....3:14 am, sunday. and i am soooo happy cause i am quitting chinese tuition! awesomestD: hahas...now i will have more time;D rest assured i will make good use of it:D

hopes dashed...clinging on to that single fragile thread of possibilty.

2009-07-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

the awesomeeest people who always cheer me up:D

loves!<3333

hugs..<333

random post to make me feel better:D photos!!

this pictures are gonna help me survive through weeks without cca i guess?? think of the awesome times:D

2009-07-10T01:43:00.000-07:00

oh yes~~ my long awaited friday has finally come:D looking to the weekend ahead for rest... i am tired of school. whats more without cca. best right=.= walao. and they freaking announced there isnt gonna be cca next wee?! what's the point of coming to school man... gahs... shit ass. and they decided to change the class arrangement back to exma format?! like hello? how much will that help to prevent spreading of the stupid disease?? gosh. stupid or what. and even if you place us in such position, will it help alot? my gosh =.= total lameness hello...

i cant imagince surviving the next week without cca. this continues and they will definitely cancel cca for the week after next >.< shit ass.

argh like's starting to get pretty bad..like just as i was thinking it was changing for the better? everything is getting on my nerves. currently at library, like sulking over the fact there isnt gonna be cca... just finished mini tdc meeting.. lol. and i realised i am wasting alot of time over alot of crap rubbish... i wana have al the time in the world... to make the screwed stuff go the right way and to prevent things from getting screwed further.

apparently,now i dont even know if i can make it to this sunday's hope-full bazaar! oh might as well... callout for peeps who are free this sunday to go to hougang central hub for hope centre's bazaar! support ppl!:D argh...my nerves are bursting. thanks to chinese tuition and the fact that i am in the middle of convincing my mum to let me go for bazaar full day... why cant i just quit tuition. not like it will help alot anyway right? my goodness...

homework amount is piling up right now. i keep losing the mood to do all this stuff...and just as i get in the mood,i lose it again. tell me how i am gonna complete stuff?????!!!!

ps. life sucks, big time.

2009-07-08T01:36:00.000-07:00

today has been a relatively fine day:D but i just couldnt keep awake during lessons...busride with lemon and char + train ride with char was hilarious!:D lols...stupid charlene kwang:D anws, thanks for brightening up my could-have-been-worse day:D we saw bojia on the bus:D lol... gahs, i dont feel like posting stuff...gotta chiong work revision and much more crap-ass stuff...tatas then:D

ps. i wana watch harry potter and half-blood prince + up + fame + ice age 3:DDDDDDDDD my parents are gonna burn a hole in their pockets for all these movies:D 5 people x 4 shows + popcorn = up to hundreds :P

2009-07-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

i feel brighter these few days:D which is pretty good news;] curricular dance was awesomeeee;] lols. i guess, since i didnt get to train for one whole freaking week. and my knees are wobbly and giving way... there's like a notch there or something. you know these few days, i had this stupid feud in my heart that i just dont have the courage to face. but now everything seems alright? which is precisely why i am in such a light-hearted mood;]

so... uhhh meeting for tdc was cool:D like, the group was fun and yeah cool:D lols. cant find other descriptive stuff-.- anyways, i think i am coping well;] at least till now:D hahas. oh my god, but i cant stop my food infatuation...-.- i think its gonna be the most horrendous thing ever when i take my height and weight next monday-.- like, gosh. u stand on the stupid machine and you see this short ass height of yours displayed right there + your heavy body plunged with fats-.- lols. seriously, my gorging of food didnt just stop after the hols. it went on, and is still continuing;[ gahs... amanda, you have some exercising of self control to do:D

and btw, i really wana thanks people who have stood by me all these while:D you know, when i feel awful and bitchy....i dont mean it and i guess now's the perfect time to express mie love:D to mie loved ones:D

hahas. i love you charlene kwang!<3333 lols. i know after you read this, u'll probably think i am some freako who is breaking out in madness due to swine flu or something-.- but really, you have been da bestXD like, you are always there. and ps. i am soooo sorry for like you know...making you swensen and island-cremery with me:p YOU ARE AWESOMEEEEEEEEE<3333333

uhh jinny leong:D hi babe:D lols. you have been too sticking by me all this while:D and i think its pretty obvious when i throw stupid effing baby tantrums and stuff...but all the while you've tolearted and im really grateful:D thanks darl:D

many many more:D i love everyone!!!!!!! hahaas. i probably am zi-high-ing now after this post:D i feel...relieved:D that i have the best of people around me XD

2009-07-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

you dont give a shit about who's there for you. all you see is ....

2009-07-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

things that havent been going smoothly..they are turning around:D which is cool;] havent really been posting these few days. wasnt in the exact mood for this though. i sometimes have the freaking urge to give things up and yet again i dont. i just need more time, support and stuff. you know, like any major loser...

so, things have been pretty good lately, i guess? lols. currently. like without the load settling in yet. wishing everyone the best! <333

ps. posts are getting shorter as the days go by...:P

2009-07-03T23:45:00.000-07:00

havent been posting for quite a while... actually also nothing much. yesterday celebrated for the june and july bday babies<3333 sry for the belated and in due of celebration! oh shit. i think i am losing the patience to post ...

2009-06-30T05:19:00.001-07:00

i think it's just a problem of i just aint council type. lols. deal with it and carry on with a smile on mie face:D

2009-06-29T23:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEDI! LOVE YA LOADS AND SOOO SORRY FOR NOT GETTIGN YOUR PRESENT;[ OWE YOU ONE:d

NYCD ROCK ON:d

its da first day of sku:D lols. and i am kinda having trouble adapting to school life once again:P but still it beats staying at home. i think i would have loved school if not for exams-.- i feel light-hearted;] like comforted or something by some unknown source or something:D

its gonna be short so yeps, i love da people around me aand even though life's still screwed i think i just MIGHT cope;]

2009-06-28T20:27:00.000-07:00

I am getting pretty effed up by stupid chinese SIA. I was supposed to complete it like by yesterday with all the fucking decorations and stuff but now I am currently quite lost as to what to do..fuck chinese fuck school fuck end of holidays. [getting pretty vulgar here, who gives a damn.]

my life's a piece of shit.dung.wdv you say but its screwed. I can't back out at a moment like this but i can't find the courage to go on. everything i do is for everyone, mostly. and it's like i am not living for myself. i hate to say this but NY is realli mad and suckish when it comes to school work. they think we are robots or something, dump you all the work they can ever find and expect you to get it done by some stupid dead-line (dateline.) this probably or actually links back to me enojoying myholidays and having no time-management. time management,time management,time management. shit this thing. you say it like it's none of your business, like you've got all the time in the world. how do you tear yourself away from the tv when there is a nice programme going on. how do you look away from the com when youtube is playing some very cool vid that you wana watch. please, all this crap talk. I am not self-disciplined, or rather not very, so you rather think people like me can do this thing?! I THINK NOT, ASSHOLES.

i hope i end up fine. i shall and i will. this is a change in attitude man. positive or what. i nedd someone who will ALWAYS BE THERE. people say they would always, but in times or need they vanish into thin air. i hate it. i hate his world i hate everything. i feel weighed down like this whole life is a game where i am always losing. i am on the verge of breaking down. i hate it.

it's not like an emo/i-need-to-pour-everything-out post is cool or something. but smoetimes, writing it out might help so thanks for listening to my rantings. together we shall move on.

2009-06-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

yesterday's IVP seminar first part was damn screwed>.< boringgggggggg....freezing in the lecture room. make me go allllll the way there early in the morning and didnt even get to effing present cause too many groups then have to go back to school next week to present=.=

lunch wasnt all that nice but was starving anyway so just wolfed everything down. then second part was fun with 3M people:D had to make some rocket thing...lols..was fun:D with nycd batchies again duh;]]]]] awesomest ppl on earth:D

then night time went to downstairs coffeeshop to eat with big aunt and grandma:D food was nice:Dthen waited for midnight to fall went to watch transformers at causeway:D BIG ACTION, FANTASTIC, AWESOMEEEEE MOVIE! it rocked alot;D da bomb:D nicenice:D cant understand why stupid rating people commented it was not a ncie movie... like hello? if you are the hella a brain, go make one movie of the equal standards noobs... the mum was bragging about her chevrolet car and saying she wana get one of the transformers car stickers-.- lol

today went shopping with mum:D wasnt very fruitful for me but dear mum, she bought countless stuffs from shoes to clothes to accessories... nice:D muahaha. i bought one nice electric blue short short dress/tunic:D woohoo! love it;] <333 plus sandals which were uncomfortable but too bad cos i only realised it when i wore it for half an hour?! then ate relatively little today like HANS and desserts...

ok tag people k:D huge baskets of thank-yous;]

2009-06-24T14:17:00.000-07:00

my mood has been relatively lousy since last night. it sucks alot...like you planned something and you were looking forward to it when something crops up and it crashes.. affected my mood alot. last minute cancelling. there goes my last date of the holidays. 100% sadded...i plan to make you guys pay back:D so in december, its pay back time, get it? :D *grins* ^^

anyways, nicenice chermain decided to sacrifice her sleeping time:D lolx, before going out with her beloved ot people. go northpoint starbucks at 8 am in the morning to mug...lolx. i am sorry chermain! <33 luv ya lots XD brought mie laptop and chem prepared to mug and chiong like siao for chinese SIA. ended up only finishing abit of chemistryand didnt even get started on chinese. what the shit. tsk tsk, AMANDAGOH WAKE UP FROM YOUR HOLS SWEET DREAMS AND START WORK OFFICIALLY! talked with chermain's mum..lols:D pretty cool:D her mum was sweet:D hahas. random topics lolx...

i think i freaking ate back everything i wasnt supposed to?! lols...from morn to now. mac pancakes, starbucks hot chocolate, starbucks yoghurt etc etc... omg. at this rate i think you will only put on weight and never get to slim down. XD but i actually don feel pigg-ish! i feeel, aweeesommmeeeeeee:D hahas. its not everyday you get to eat calorie,fat-filled-but-nice food?! hahas:D especially after the hols. with school's sick-and-feel-like-puking-once-i-see-it food, i think i have a CHANCE of cutting down on food intake :P

aww shucks. people who owe me dates, you better pay me back in dec:D muahaha:D

ps. enjoy your holidays while it last or regret it for the next freaking-disgusting-schedule-filled months....

2009-06-23T23:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee;] lemon pangseh-ed...char also pangseh-ed-.- anyways. minghui and I went haircutting..at chua chu kang-.- lols. like super dumb to go so farrrrrr to cut my hair but it was worth it leh:D i think its nice:D hahas:D it took 2 hours?! wash and cut and straightening.... lols. one man work, soooooo long.. then went lot 1 ate walked around;] bought cotton on shorts. uhh without trying...oops. then walked around somemore. she ate mos i ate ljs...
her dad asked her go home then sayonara;[ hahas.. went junction 8 to wait for mum then went to find her clothes...j8 dont have then went causeway. phew, she found her tunic, i bought my bag and clothes:D hahas. spent like 80 bucks..:P we were not supposed to spend so much;[ then went esprit to check new stocks. she claim i owe her mum day prezzie;[ bought her a 50 bucks nice ncie wallet...caused me mie pocket money much.

Wednesday already, I still am not ready for school... Extending of holidays are kind of mission impossible now so just deal with it...

Crap chinese SIA. fucking author I am writing on doesn't even have one nice composition that can be analysed or has many descriptive phrases and what not shit. Lousy in comparison to youjin... Kinda venting all my anger and pushing all the blame onto the author thanks to my freaking lousy chinese... HATE CHINESE, BIG TIME

I don't want school. I hate school. It sucks. If it wasnt for dear cca, who gives a damn about school.

2009-06-22T08:41:00.001-07:00

Risking students going back to school to all get infected with the flu, it's what you claim the flu is mild just because there hasn't been a death case YET. Let me tell you, you insisting on us returning to school. Have lessons and what shit. "enclosing" people in resorts, your so-called quarantine. Just cause this flu is not 100%-death-causing, it is safe to go to school and get it. WDF

It seems like this is becoming a reason for students to request the entension of holidays. Students go out all the same. I don't see the public getting all anxious and scared about this. Worrying? I don't think so.

The truth. For me. I want extensions due to undone work, incompleted holidays homework and unmugged revision. Somehow, the appropriate reason seems to be, "omg, I am scared of the flu. For our own safety, we should stay at home" -.-

You say what you said, somehow, I feel, you will regret it. Trust me. This virus is not to be fooled around with.

2009-06-21T02:14:00.000-07:00

i'm losing it. third week of hols ending in what 6 hours and i havent started on revision. crap shit. arghs. i hate schoolwork... hope hope wish wish they would extend the hols:D that would be the coolest thing that can ever happen! i mean, not that i want more people to suffer from the stupid swine thing but, for hols, i wouldnt mind man. i think i sound stupid or something, hoping to get the flu....

the last 2 days had been awesome pawsome!!!!XD loved it;D bbq, bowling, swimming, and stuff...it's wonderful:DDD it started off quite stupid with normal dinner and tv and sleeping. but the second day was coooooooolllll!!!!! lols. love those people:D even the aunties are nice and behave young:D well at least they are not the typical, "its ten o clock, go to bed." or what... but anyways, swimming was quite cool:D suntanned, sunburnt, red skin... wdv. my whole face was like chilli red or something...hot.....lols;P at night, it was even more funtastic;]] it started off with some in due of celebrating father's day games, dad won! XD muaha;] face painting was kinda screwed but wdv.. then kids nothing to do, so went bowling;]] it turned out to be fun! XD competitive i guess..;P got lose got winXD so ya... won 2 sets;] anders won the other 2 -.-

after that went back...nothing to do...watch tv... some gross ass show... adults changed channel...fell asleep..

2009-06-18T15:48:00.000-07:00

hello people! back from chalet:D lol. it was like double storey and damn small..east coast park, goldkist or something...

yesterday started off boring..-.- then reached there still boring...rent bicycles started riding....riding..met elaine;] lols.. thanks to sis, i now have a stupid painful cut on my knee... cant bend cant stretch wdv..;[ rahs...was soo looking forward to cca, now i cant do anything...but i probably will anyways.;] skipping bar and jumps i guess.

so went swimming with a stupid huge plaster plastered on the wound. lols..swimming hurt;[ cant bend legs...so free-styled-.- ahs/ then went back;] barbeque;]]] wow, dad's bbq beef was fantastic:]]] muahaha;] the sotong was kinda screwed though. lols;] bbq was awesome:D food food food...;P

got some pics shall put it on at a later time if that stupid thing agrees to work. cycled more, with wet clothes wet hair and everything. people looked as though i was mad or something>.<>

2009-06-16T16:08:00.000-07:00

today feels very loooooooong... had cca:D feeling kinda dumb now, just finished emailing mum all the chinese SIA stuff.. print print print;]

CCA was cool:D but shucks char wasnt there.-.- at church camp...with SEAN:]]]] lolx. sorry charleneif you ever do do happen to read it :P it feels good back at the bar and doing barrework...somehow somehow, i don't feel right. my knees are giving way, like turning soft or something..lols sounds wrong but, i dont know. it's like my knees have no strength and cant support body weight or something. -.- flexibility.hmms gotta work on it.. like it was very good in the first place, or rather it sucked in the first place so ya.;] nvm:D then did syrg which was hilarious with shaole's story telling about what the dance was about... followed by hs, which was co-ing;]]] i prefer syrg to hs;] no particular reason. sy is nicer thats all;]

oh and i was totally grossed out when I saw ahem doing ahem. like seriously ewwww. who do you think you are, and what do you think you are made of. you were making a total fool of yourself, my dear gal. modelling (****)? hahas, please... spare us the gross scene...-.-

omg, i am running out of time for mugging and hw... eww. mugging. sounds like you are some big scholar or what crap shit but wdv...

oh yay! and i am looking forward to chalet with family tmr and thurs, and chalet with dad's friends on fri and sat:D lols. bbq for two days. hwo fat can i get rite -.- anyone wana join? XD

2009-06-14T20:37:00.000-07:00

ahh shit. it has been a bad bad day. i cant stand holidays anymore but yet i cant stand school work even more. missing cca like crazy. today's liang tuition has been funny. passing notes in front of liang;P i feel like a totaly dumbass. charlene has been telling me from day one, bryant this byant that. lols. i didnt even know he was the one who just joined class from HCI. thought he was some offhand join-ed in student. then charlene kwang, who didnt initially tell me he was bryant told me he was bryant made me like an idiot. for i dont know what reason...

then reached home, saw bro and sis and dad going garden to jog. and cycle-.- sis needa learn how to cycle, and bro is still on learning wheels. lols. comical lahs they all. sis better now, at least can go straight muahaha:D ok, this is sooo random. -.-

oh crap, second week of hols burnt. i seriously need to get started on my mugging shit. crammmmmmmm everything in my brain in 2 weeks for blocks 2. wdf. hell load of things to do...argh... (plucks hair)

2009-06-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

omg! today was fun fun fun!! <333 haha mummy is da love:D did alot alot of shopping;D met godma at jurong point...lols;] ate pepper lunch for lunch, full like dono what. i feel bloated today...the whole day...yet i kept eating... then walked around, kept buying buying and buying stuff;] muahaha:d that's the whole point about getting to go out with parents;] you get to spend and you don't feel the pinch:D oops...:P

bought lotsa clothes, shorts and stuffs...yay:D finally in the process of rescueing pathetic wardrobe that was just cleared;] but i think i feeling quite guilty..lols...like spend soooo much money...:p maybe staying at home isnt a bad idea after all...

mummy saw nice pair of adidas shoes;] then out of size..so sad..lols checked paragon, omg there was stock...so guess what my fantastic mother did;) she rode down from jurong point to orchard road?! like wdh... which explains why my legs are currently on the verge of breaking... walked alot alot... lols;D but it was fun:D then dinner-ed at wisma fd court;] ate jap:D yummy:D sashimi and stuff! nice!!! muahaha... like seriously i must watch my weight. next thing i know, i can't put my jeans on!!! THAT will be a TOTAL disaster... after dinner continued walking and buying. lols..you cant believe how shiok( meaning shuang3) lols, to be carrying sooo many shopping bags and walking around:D muahaha...thats kinda wierd by the way...-.- waited for dad at far-east and went home:D yay:D fun fun funnnnn;] thanks mum<333

gahs... i dont wana start on my freaking chinese hw...-.- so siannn...

I can't believe second week of hols are already ending...;[[[[[[(groans).. ohman...treasure my time and make it last:D

2009-06-11T02:51:00.000-07:00

yayyes, mum is in a better mood; tonight gonna go uncle willy house to play with brandon and rachel; finished history assignment three and stuff:D woohooo!!!

homeworks to go:
- CHINESE SIA ;[[[
- finish R and J
- chemistry revision worksheet
- math rev bklt exercise something...

gahs... today has been rather productive with all the mugging in the library while waiting for brother to finish cca... again... north-point-ed for the third day... boring or what. there seriosuly is nothing to do there. like a few shops that have really nothing to buy... eating places which help you put on a thousand calories and stuff-.- lols... popular still the best i guess?? speaking of popular, perhaps it isnt the best afterall.. lols... stupid me bought a card for mum and dad weeding anniversary next week... paid with other stuff then realised everything amounted to like 16 bucks?! what the shit, the card costed $8.20 -.- but anyways, whatever and the card wasnt very pretty anyways but it was the only one that had the appropriate content...

then cabb-ed home with bro and stayed outside the door because we reached too early and we were supposed to mrt back home... lol... then he showed me his moves..lols funny... i was pretty shocked0.0 it was pretty impressive;] or rather very impressive;]] lol... i think he should just quit table tennis or something..-.-

anyways, today has went on smoothly and i hope will have fun later at uncle willy's house!:D lols...this post is lame..

2009-06-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

i got my wonderful new laptop!!!!<333 hearts it like crazy:D hahas thanks dad;]]]] shall be my baby:DD muahahas! nice nice nice:D lols. very high;]]]

today with chermain was pure fun and madness:D hahas. met her at northpoint library cafe then her mum and bro were there too lols;d didnt do much studying, or rather didnt even study at all.keep talking.... just ate ate and ate;[[[[ hahas;] then we were off to popular to find her ten year series which wasnt out and went to sportslink to get school shoes with the initial aim of finding her bag;] then bought it like 39.90 or something then share buy present for her brother, alton, badminton racket. that costed 60 bucks... 0.0 then went bowling at orchid contry club to bowl with cher and family. lols. her family is damn funny;] bowling, muahaha last game was my best;] lols shant say score....lousy-.-... then went back to northpoint to buy cher stuff...lol she totally splurged?? hahas...she bought this cool chio specs:D ultimate fantastic:D then went cher house with her and her sunglasses in the car..lols. so called "study" in her room then dinner, porridge nice:d hahas. went home at 7 plus:D cab-ed;] love you cher;] <333

oh crap... mummy is in a very bad mood thanks to ansel goh quan feng who didnt do his holiday homework... what the shit. I sometimes feel like giving siblings one freaking tight slap. like don;t you feel guilty when your mum somehow gets super frustrated at you but then you have no reaction and it totally makes her boil? I mean i just calmed down from crying. I have no idea why, but then everytime I see mum sad I will cry. Heartless-ly bastardy i thin the feeling is when you feel like you are not filial each time you make her angry. I dont know why. That's JUST me....

ps. I really love you mum. But sometimes it just seems hard to show/express/whatever you call it

2009-06-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

had a major hilarious conversation with charlene,sean and wenle. XD thinking of it makes me laugh;] muahahas;] like finally everything is done, discussed and settled;] yayyes! looking forward;] hope this won't end up in a freaking jeopardy;]

2009-06-09T03:19:00.000-07:00

oh shucks. today has been another it-is just-like-that day. brought ansel to school, taxi-ed there;] oops. was supposed to bus but nvm... then went northpoint starbucks:D chocolate cream chip! gosh, see fattening right, whip cream somemore. plus, this friday gonna go out with mum to eat and shop, shop and eat. shit. anyways, stayed at starbucks for like an hour? do math rev bklt till sian, stuck, dont feel ike doing then get lost. went popular buy files. main aim: spend money only lor. I am becoming a total spendthrift. Or I already am one, and my condition is worsening...

tomorrow's date with lemon and minghui cancelled-.- shit lahs. bore me.... no reason to not mug. I cant believe I am not starting on revision when people are away halfway there. ahem ahem?

define boring. my life now. it sucks, big time.

plaza sing-ing with elaine yesterday was cool;] Hannah montana movie was super duper funny!!!!<33 hahas:D ate alot;] or rather I ate alot X]...

hopelessly sian-ed. someone please come to my rescue??!

2009-06-07T11:29:00.000-07:00

awww, it's simply nice to know my blog is being visited. ( look at counter) but like seriously, my tagboard is lagging behind, don't you think so people? =.= tag my dears;D

anyways, yesterday and today has been rather fun-filled and slack you could say. loved it<33 went pasir ris park to cycle with dad's friends, woohoo! what else but fun;] cycling and cycling and cycling and cycling and cycling-.- lols. ass pain/ache. so the point is simply it was super fun:D then went to E!hub to eat new york new york;D love da food, bulging tummy?! shit. and double shit. begged to go bowling. adults just don't get how children, or rather teenagers enjoy throwing colored balls on tracks and hitting white sticks :/ lols. wierd description. anyways, it was super annoying when adults didn't allow children to play more after eating-.-

today. tuition tuition and tuition. then met parents at loy kee to eat steamboat and chicken rice. lols. nice nice food;] have been gorging how much calories this week? don't know.
oh then my dad was super funny! we were supposed to flag a cab home, my dad was super comical. he saw one car with lights on top and he waved?! and then guess what?.... POLICE! lolx! i think the policemen must be like bewildered or totally "what the hell" kind. muahaha, that's my dad for ya!<33

going out with elaine like 8 hours later......

you know you love me XD

2009-06-06T02:17:00.000-07:00

crappp. Just finished CCA term 2 attendance list. sian-ed now can. it's 2.16 am in the morn. like what the shit?! someday, sometime, it's your turn, Zhang Xuedi...;] hahahahaha

I cant start on anything. Whole brain corrupted liao. Math, looking at figures make me sleep. Geography, today I memorise, tomorrow I forget. Ahhh.. and the list goes on.

I can't wait for shopping trip with mum:D love you mum!<333>.< Somwhow, it's the people who make me wana carry on. You know who you guys are :] Shall post on going to Nina's house today:D Mrt-ed and bus-ed. Long ride.... Freak her house is like damn big and it has those scary sculptures of faces like some general, or woman. Her dog was damn cuteeeeee:D Shiro, she calls it. Hello? define korean-crazy. anyways, slacked till Jiayu came. Actually we were practically playing the whole wal la. Eating as well. shit you, Amanda. The whole problem is I don't feel guilty:D (lighthearted). ok, whatever it is, it was fun XD hahas:D shall not detail-fy it;] currently in a crazy-yet-not-so-crazy mood.

you know you love me. XD

2009-06-05T07:33:00.001-07:00

my god. I just read someone's effing post and I am currently freaking disgusted. That person totally made a fool of herself in her post, but thinks she clarified herself and made herself sound like a total disgustingly "sweet" angel. BLEAHS!( pukes)

like seriously gal, if you are gonna play things hard, we will go along with you and play things extremely hard. so please, oh wait, no please, you do not deserve it. just freaking shut up and get back to your effing loser life.
( by the way, this para is soo not referring to me.)

You know you love me XD

You know you hate her :]

2009-06-04T23:36:00.000-07:00

Today has been rather. Disastrous, phenomenal, catastrophic.( however you spell it).

Was fetching brother from Wushu at CF. waited. waited. waited. finally out. then bus-ed to northpoint. First stop: bubble tea store at cold storage. That "gun4" of his, like anytime gonna hit some man or woman. Second stop: toilet. everything thrown at me. fantastic. Third stop: Popular to get shiny pens.nice;] hands full by the time. Third stop: Macdonalds. Shit. Complete mess up. Got food, got cups, ate. pack up, buy food for sis, ansel toppled everything over. great, coke on the floor.. asked the guy to clean up, felt super paiseh cause, it's just not nice to make a mess and ask people to clean it up. Anyways, left for home. Realised whole lot of work not done, started on geog, rocks, which i didn't even know if it would be tested:/
then tv-ed...more tv-ing...( shit what a waste of time.)
started on "tuition for bro". chinese, like what the hell, as if he would get any better under my coaching. I got super fed up when he kept making the same mistake?.. broke down. thinking back it was kind of stupid.
fat fat fat. put on how many thousands of calories into my body. hamburgers, fries, coke, 7-up, wdv you name it, I down-ed it.

So you can see, holidays are totally dumb. You either get effing bored, or effing messed up.

Pressurised..... Homework undone. (At least 30% left) Revision unstarted. UNPRODUCTIVITY, not exactly what I wanted.

By the way, good luck to people who have to face bitches. (that goes out to you, fren)

You know you <33>

(decided to quote this from GG)

2009-06-03T23:45:00.000-07:00

2nd post of the day. dying.
Does anyone know how horrible it feels to like make a mistake once, and feel eternally regretful. I mean, it's a really horrible feeling. Sometimes, a friendship could get screwed up, you end up losing friends and stuff. People you hang out with hang out for the sake of hanging out. Shopping no longer feels fun( like how-could-that-ever-happen), eating doesn't fill your stomach and you continue gorging yourself with food(ewww). This whole thing just freaks me out.

Some people out there, live in this world, doubled-face. Guess, everyone. I mean, seriously deny it if you want, but you can't say you aren't one. Even if incidentally, you are one, and you make up excuses to cover up, you still are one.

Holidays are really not working out well I can say. ( what a quick change in topic.lols.)
I miss CCA, I miss batchies, I miss working out and sweating.
I miss school ( gosh!), it's like a I-can't-believe-I-am-saying-this thing.

Staying at home, msn-ing, fb-ing, hw-ing, mug-ing... all this crap. Not what I call a holiday.

2009-06-03T02:53:00.000-07:00

Looking forward:D 期待;] I hope this doesn't fail. please please don't>.< Am losing it. Math, science, whatever shit. everything forgotten, how am I gonna pass blocks 2. =.= Gahs, screw everything.

Dates, aw man. Why is it people are so busy and i am like rotting at home. Initial plan, go play at Char's tmr, then crap gotta bring bro to school. Just cause I am at home doesn't really mean I am the maid or something right. This week, fine, morn, doesnt affect plans. Next week, F***, I mean the timings are practically in the middle of the day. May i know what shit plans I can have. Two days wasted, bomb, gone. Expect me to go library and read, hahas, like since when did I ever give you an impression that I FUCKING READ!?
ps. Feeling real crappy, don't take vulgarities to heart.

Learn to face the facts, girl. You are an effing loser -.- ( best description there ever could be)

2009-06-02T01:17:00.000-07:00

Whole day was unproductive, all I can say. Don't know how i managed to pass to the day till now, 4.19 pm. Shit, I am practically wasting my holidays on crap. Re-reading magazines, watching tv, playing com, blogging. Keep giving excuses like it's a hot day and I am not in it for work. People are rushing out their homework and mugging and I am crap, still dawdling away.

holidays screwed, life sucks.

2009-06-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

second post of the day.how bored can i get. plans for the week, hahas none as i know of except go Nin's house to get math SIA poster done. ah crap. how interesting can my life get anyway. shit, pissed off. initially had CIP this sunday. was planning to skip stupid chinese LIANG tuition anyways. then now cannot cause school says H1N1, students not allowed to go do street sales. wdh. its not like you wont get it if you sit and rot at home right. screw it.

ps. chinese tuition sucks. the teacher is nothing but a money-grubber and a blood-sucking vampire.
ps2. everything revolves around money. no money no talk. thanks alot for showing me that, bitch.

dance! woohoo!!! dance subaru:D

i wana watch FAME too:D

2009-06-01T01:10:00.001-07:00

it was a sweltering AFTERNOON when amanda goh WOKE UP. see, i am becoming a total pigg.. waking up at noon. started the com and chatted. whole one and a half hours gone. nothing done,double shit. convo-ed with wenle, sherry and elaine and i suddenly realise how BIG BIG a distraction could be caused by the com. now its 4 o clock. still nothing done, triple shit. lols. going out later;]] woohoo! bye peeps!

interesting convo:DDD thanks for listening to my rantings:D

2009-05-30T08:52:00.000-07:00

hellos:D today has been a relatively fun-filled day;] at least i didnt spent time rotting at home;] had tuition in the morning, watched tv in afternoon and went walk/jog/run with mum dad and bro. sis went out with cousins;< hahas:D jogged-off calories returned with stupid heavy dinner but nevermind who gives a damn.

friday cca was good:D well at least it wasnt hell and lian-gong was tiring but cool;D stretched alot;] report books back. parents went for meeting with teacher today.. comment?guess what? amanda is a quiet girl...oh gosh you really dont know me. if i really voiced out, you wont even have a chance to talk back.like seriously.

oh shucks. maths file werent returned by mrs phua... revision how??!! argh, why am i already feeling the pressure of the next block test building up when i havent even started enjoying my hols. cca only in third and fourth week. ahhhh, no exercise how?

oh and i am saddened.>.< mum and dad keep saying how i am not growing alot. stupid ass shorty.

2009-05-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

weeee! got more people tagging;] actually to be exact only two;] but lols its still an improvement:D hahas. anyways today was fun at leadership sabbats:D i mean like initially cant deny it i thought everything and everyone there will be doing things the politically-correct-way. But it turned out that it was actually superb! anyways, i am looking forward to tomorrow:D last day of school;] last day of sabbats...just has it was getting fun... tomorrow will be presentation on some fine fine school thing:D should be fun:D hahas! it's da last day! keep holding on!

2009-05-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

Today has been relatively like just-like-another-day day. anyways, still feel like got alot on hands but yet dont feel like doing. as if i ever feel like doing anything. slept the whole afternoon away, pig or what. everything feel monotonous now like there's nothing much to do except look forward to the school hols which are really nothing to look forward to.

i still cant get trigo and pythagoras right. it sucks alot especially since the major achievement in results for math in CA1:D really really want to thanks that lovely senior for making my get-good-results-for-math dreams come true:D lol. this is the like first 96% for math in secondary life. freaking out for second blocks. crammmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jiayous people. to continue life which sucks alot.

2009-05-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

i feel soooo bottled and fed up by some people.. gosh, like obviously to some people, i am talking about that bitch. she totally thinks like she is superior or something and its effing irritating?! everything that is carried out successfully is because of her work, then anything goes wrong she effing blames the others except herself. like today, i almost screamed in he rface in front of everyone... so let this be a serious warning to you. you go over the limits and i flare regardless of who the hell you are. i certainly am NOT one to be trifled with, bitch.

ps. this note is not meant to be offensive to people who love her but seriously freedom of speech... so please like bear with me =.=

and another one. argh i really dont know whether or not to say this but like gosh, it is making me irirtated...alot... she is like acting boss. and there are many possible people i am talking about but you dont really have to now this one anyway.

so this post is kind of complacent but seriously some people need to be whacked in the face.

2009-05-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

lols:D i deserted my blog for 2 days:[ ohman, ppl never visit...like seriously if you visit please please do tag:D cause its like i am talking to myself if no one tags:[ anyways, on saturday was super fun:D open house was successful except.... some irritating annoying parents were like gosh...haiz anyways no comments;p just in case....

aftre open house duty went studio:D then CCA "showcase" ended at like 2++... so we went bugis:D lols:D the bus ride was super funny and fun:D love my darlingggs:D hearts my batchmates!XD anyways, there was me, charlene, minghui, lemon, sonia, sherry, huige, zen, weelin, xiangxuan:D hahas, anyways, at bugis was like neoprints, eating, shopping and then went buy flowers:D oh man, i feel damn regretful for not buying flowers for all seniors;[ but budget damn limited;[ anyways, the HCKC back again dance night was ultra cool! my seniors are always fantastic:D lols:D sooo looking forward to nexy yr's:D

hahas, ohman today's sabbaticals were like ahem ahem..ok lahs... leadership was quite ok. chinese lyrics writing was like uhhhhhhh ok also lorh. hahas..

next week is hols le!!!! woohoo!!!! i think it will be like mugging mugging more mugging, dates, dates and more dates;] lets survive this last week and make it through:D

2009-05-21T08:19:00.001-07:00

drama is kinda sucking very badly now... lines cant be remembered, and everything is screwing up.;[[[ anyways CSM cheering was darn cool:D at least i didnt lose my voice and it was like ultra fun to scream away:DDD hahas... island cremery after that was fattening like dno what>.< intake =".=">

tomorrow will be the Cluster performance for sec threes and fours, all the best!XD you all can do it:D kind of dreading the weekend already.. so much homework and so little time... saturday gone: open house and HC dance night... sunday gone: IVP at yijun house... gahssss i am a busy woman-.-

sabbaticals:D hahas went to mrs chek office to aks whether i was in leadership sabbats... then in the end she say the com screw my name up with another amanda chia wan ying... i was like dots=.= but anyways i quite wanted journey through the geo world.. but leadership should be funnn;] hahas:D omg...i am dreading the chinese one... wdh, i got like chinese lyrics writing...but after i decided it should be better then bonsai which was = planting pots of plants for one whole week...lolx.

screening through everyone's facebook and suddenly realise how i havent been updating except for playing bejeweled... getting quite sick of it..

i wana go watch dance, subaru!!!! it's a movie featuring some korean girl who loves dance and ballet is her life:D should be damn nice! woohoo who wana 约我?! hahas:D

ok, so long peeps gotta go chiong drama... byes!

2009-05-19T09:57:00.001-07:00

ok...tomorrow's CSM... and all council nominess hafta cheer;] great;] it's like...ohman my plans to play are whoosh gone which is quite saddening lahs but guess cheering should be ultra fun also esp with sherry,minghui,sonia,lemon around:D hahas i love them alot alot;D words cant express mie love for you!!! <333>

so now... people i have invited to my blog:D i really hope everything commented here is confidential?? hahas:D like always, should be more of gossip and complaints of others:D although i really hate 2-face-ers...i cant help thinking i am one...;] love nycd always!

but somehow some ppl have just proven themselves to me that they are quite horrible people...